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Now, my paycheck was spent and I was left with a balance of below zero dollars three times. I honored his wish and direct-deposited my paycheck into our join checking account.
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He also asked me to deposit my paycheck into our joint checking account he created with USAA. That’s how I became Anna Szabo (my name was Anna Stevens). Prior to our wedding, Michel asked me to honor him by taking his last name. He called his IronMan bicycle “My other wife I cheat on you with” and rejected me sexually saying that he needed to save himself for his IronMan training.
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Michel started disappearing every evening and weekend saying that he wanted to be an IronMan and complete in Kona. It was the most terrible and traumatizing sexual experience of my life, and I actually had been raped twice in my early years in Russia.Īt the breakfast with my bridesmaid the next morning, Michel informed me that, now that the wedding was checked off his list, life was going to be about his IronMan priorities. That night turned into a painful and dramatic experience which caused some trauma, and my OBGYN had to place me on antibiotics for a while. Out of respect for his dream, I didn’t want to take the dress off by myself and rob him of the experience he considered special, yet Michel was busy texting in his corner chair. I waited and waited as Michel had told me that his dream was to have a wedding he never had (he was divorced) and to help his bride take the wedding dress off. It was the strangest scenery I had ever encountered. It appeared as if I were a trophy to Michel.Īfter Michel and I got into our newlyweds’ suite at the Buckhead Intercontinental hotel, he got on the phone, sat in the corner of the room in a chair staring into his device texting with a friend about shoes, and became distant.Īs I stood there, in front of my beloved husband, in my wedding dress, waiting for his attention, Michel was busy texting with friends sitting in a chair alone in the right corner of our newlyweds’ suite. I found that out the morning after our wedding, and cold blood was running through my veins. Michel shared with me that those were the tears about him finally having his first wedding and feeling accomplished. It will serve as an icon for my newfound gluttony.Not actually. No longer will it represent a mythical beast from the dreams of worms. How could I have missed this? It's the small moments, the simple pleasures that matter. This galaxy is tumbling toward a singular conclusion and there is nothing-no one-that can stop it. All of this-the machines, the Eliksni, the worms, the Light, the Nine.
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Greatly increases stability, increases blast radius, decreases projectile speed.